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Antique Cafe Inugami Circus-dan Baroque Koda Kumi Mika Nakashima
Ayumi Hamasaki Nami Tamaki Utada Hikaru Orange Range Rhymester T.M. Revolution
Movies: The Nightmare Before Christmas Memoirs of a Geisha The Notebook The Cowboybebop movie Spirited Away
Moulin Rouge Chicago Phantom of the Opera Finding Nemo
Manga: Boys Be Cowboy Bebop Saiyuki NaNa Fruits Basket Chibi Vampire Hellsing Juvenile Orion
♥ About Me ♥
I'm happily taken. I adore karate. I'm a bit over dramatic But I love having a good time. I talk to much. A bit to hyper. I'm dying to cosplay as Ed from cowboy bebop. <3
Sensei Garls let me use his camera tonight at karate, it was pretty groovy. =]
They had a good class tonight, another hard work out, I was really really annoyed that I had to sit out, I wish my parents would have let me, I should have just brought my gi anyways and fought 'em over it later. I think it would have been worth ti.
They did the whole bending the legs to the ground thing again and super killer kicks and stuff, I took pics, until Sensei McCabe asked me not to anymore, so I quit.
My mouth is feeling a bit better now that I have tons of pain killers in me. haha but, my stomach is like killing me, I really need to get some food in me so I don't get sick, but there isn't much I can eat...besides baby food. Ergh.
Not sure if I'm going to school or not tomorrow, we'll see.
That's about it. Feeling pretty good, just need to find something for me tummy
01. Who are you? 02. Are we friends? 03. When and how did we meet? 04. Do you have a crush on me?* 05. Would you kiss me?* 06. Describe me in one word. 07. What was your first impression? 08. Do you still think that way about me now? 09. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?** 14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
I went to karate last night. But guess what? I couldn't do it. Why? Cuz my doctor is a dumbfuck, and my parents are being jerk-faces, and actually listening to the dumbfuck doctor. Ugh. I don't know if going ot karate last night did me more bad than good. I wanted to do it so badly, I was just watching, and it was KILLLING me to just watch. And all the new white belts, I felt..like old news? I don't know how to put it..well.. left behind, there you go. But then again, I didn't have a right to feel like that. Sense I am the one who left that place by my own choice, knowing that thins would be differnt when I got back. =/ And I'm not even fully back yet..think of what it wil be like..in January. It will be something completely different.
It jsut felt weird last night, I guess.
But I ended up going into the other room, once I saw that the Sensei's wern't in it anymore. And I ran myself through the basics tons and tons and tons. Watching myself in the mirror. Trying to make myself better.
I did my kata a few times as a finish, because I heard them getting ready to line up.
But..I looked at myself in the mirrors. I didn't even recognize myself..
I remember when I didn't care about my apperance like I did. I used to be able to walk into karate, and try to sweat and make myself smell as bad as humanly possible, just to know that I worked that hard.
Now, I don't want to ruin my hair or take off my foundation in public. So, trherefore, I don't watn to sweat or smell bad. But I want to work hard in karate, and be successful in it.
I just can't believe how much I've changed. I mean I like it. But then again, I don't.
IT's either the girl who wears glitter on her face, foundation, and perfume, wearing high heeled shoes and skirts, making sure her hair looks perfect as possible.
or the girl who would just pull her hair up, so she didn't look bad, put on just an out fit, and brush her teeth and walk out the door.
I miss that old person in a way, but I also like how I look now better than what I did before, but I want to not care that I'm sweaty and stinky and sticky and icky when I'm at karate. =[
Eh..
Hopefully I'll get like that again.. I miss karate..I really do.
mmkay, so we were driving home from Bloomington on Saturday, and the sunset was magnificent, so I took quite a few pictures. They were in a moving car, so they might not be that great. Tell me what you think of them please!
Well, today, was amazing that's about the best way to put it. It went better than I thought it would, I had a better time than I thought I would, I felt more confident thatn I thought I would. I saw people I didn't think I'd see.
Wow. It. Was. Great.
I am sooo happy right now.
The first class, was working on our senses/reflexes stuff like that, it was nice, I was partnered with Katie. (YAYAYAYA)
And just a bunch of stuff. To much to say, but a lot of great lessons.
Got to sparr with Sensei Oldwalt too, he was helpful, and Sensei Hassall complimented me. ^_______^
But, to make things short. It was great, and the chatting at the chinese buffet afterwards, was really nice. I was like nervous the whole time though. haha. It was weird talking with the Senseis outside of the dojo, but I enjoyed it, maybe it can happen more often? We'll see.
Pictureeesss. Later. I tried to post 'em. And it got all icky. I'll do it tomorrow.
Anyone willing to make me a good LJ layout? I want a really nice looking J-rock one. I think I have found an image I'd like to use, but I honestly don't konw any of these codes thingers. HTML or whatever, so if anyone would be willing to make me a layout and stuffs, I'd be very ver happy and lovles chu for eva! <3
Blahhh. I did a bunch of photo editing today on Photo Impressions. Still don't have photoshop, grr. Oh well, I'm getting kind of better with it. =)
Umm..some of these are very emo-ish and like depressing and stuff, so just a warning about it. And no I was not in a bad mood when I made these. I was in a great mood, and no I'm Not suicidal, or a cutter or anything like that.
mmkay, but on to other things. Yesterday the was the Ironmens first football game of the season, we had to play. ^__^ It was super funn. I'm starting to make some new friends. ^.^
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I miss it
Sunsets. ^____^
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